• Where is the way?

    2005-08-07

    Tag：Life

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    Now it is critical time for us to choose how to live. And the decision will affect the style of our life. Whether we will study for doctor degree is a big problem disturbing us. Some people think if you want to teach in a university, it’s necessary for us to do so. But not everyone can do well in study，we should think twice before action. Some consider studying for a doctor degree as the self-fulfillment, which is worth of encouragement.

    I am doing a part-job now. I have to work all the daytime in the company. When I come back, it’s too tired to do everything. One day when I get a job, how can I keep energetic and make my life colorful?

    At the same time, I was dismayed by writing a paper about instructional design, which made me doubt my ability on study and realize the difficulties of doing research.

    So many difficulties take up lots of my time, that is, I have to think up kinds of methods to make my inner heart peaceful again.

    Some of my classmates have had specific life goals, for example, they buy house by installment in Beijing, or they have fixed the time for their wedding. But for me, I even don’t know what I want to be. I am always unsatisfied with myself. I am often surrounded by uncertainties.

    However, the experience of part-time job tells me that it’s better to try more, especially what you fear. And I will do so. Besides, I should not let myself alone. I have to make every effort to do a good job in study. If not, I am sure that I will lose into greater misery.

    To live a life is so hard that I expect if only I were old now!

    My 23 rd birthday is coming. My brother telephoned me just now and gave me greetings. We talked about my dairies. In the junior school, it’s our tasks to make diaries so that the content of them were very colorful. When I was in the senior school, the most part of the diaries were written to encourage myself to pursue better mark and never give up the dreams. When I entered the university, writing diaries was indispensably part of my life. Diaries became the adjuster of my heart. But the contents of them were no longer rich and colorful, they even could be considered dull. What’s worse, I am numb to many things so that I only write few words on my diary now. I am sad that I am confined within my small world and my words are so indigence. How can I make some changes? No way except becoming more active.


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